~Chemistry~

Nah..it's not the subject we used to take during high school, BUT I'm talking about the chemistry that produced between girls and boys! Ever wonder what has caused it? But I bet none can really give a perfect answer for that question huh? That question just remind me of an ancient fairy tale. Have you ever heard of the Love God ( yuet lou) ?

A little background og yuet lou:
He is one of the god who ties up the heart of two opposite sexes using a red string. Those who has been tied up together are said to be fated to be together and eventually will fall in love with each other. He is also in charge of the list of couples in the world. In other words, he does the same task as Cupid ( But the fact is Cupid is using love arrows!)

Well, surprisingly, this tale has somehow make its way to many Chinese people mind set by sticking into it and making them believe the existence of Love God. And by this fact, it somehow explain the 'chemistry' we've been talking about. But on the real, what does chemistry tell us? Love? How much of it as love? Or is it just an attraction between the two? God knows...

Theoretically, love is as simple as ABC, it's about the concern, joy, sadness, trustworthy, honesty shared as well as the confidence both had in each other. But on the real, is it really that easy to be done as said? I bet only you can answer that. Are you a 100% partner? or a selfish one? Don't lie to yourself. It is always tough when dealing with something that has to do with human emotions. Though everything is as thought or as predicted but somehow you will lose control and it can be emotionally harmful to yourself. Without noticing, it slowly turn you into a demanding annoyed self who wants the best from him. Eventually love can turn out to be something powerful, powerful enough to blind somebody, taking control of emotions as well as its heart when we are least expected. So you would never have reached 100% as a partner.

"Do not be too indulged until u lose yourself and be rational all the time when you're in love."
Recalling those words from a great friend who once reminded me when I first fell in love with a guy back then. I still remember how fast I throw those words away while I was in my sweet fantasy back then. But soon after the fantasy disappeared and when my heart has broken down to thousand pieces, scattering all over the place, I started to realised the meaning of those words. That heck-care attitude of mine has made me suffered a lot as a result of the selfish HIM. At that very moment, the lesson taught me something and I'd realised the best taste of sweetness in the world is the care of the people you loved when you are down! That remind me of how childish I was to think that the fantasy I once had was the best. So is love just a game? If it is not, how true can it be? Why things can be so ironic in love?

Butterfly : Love you, but that make me go crazy over you where I lose my mind.
Not to love you, but love has the price that we need to pay.
I rather not to be too logic over this....


So what is this chemistry about.......

* Horoscope *

Do you believe in horoscope? What is your sign? Some may find it superstitious to believe it but some are quite indulged in horoscope. Questions have been in our head - What is the origin? Who created it? Is it reliable? and so it goes on and on....
As for our little butterfly, she believes in it, well at least it describes her personality in general.

Butterfly : ( Flapping her wings excitedly )

Here the story goes :

A girl born under the sign of scales in balanced and enjoys an ordered life. She is well-mannered,sociable and ready to consider others' point of view. Librans can be slow to make decisions ( "Yes yes" pathetically ) and are often big procrastinators because they need to weigh pros and cons of everything they do. They also pride themselves in good taste and can easily beome obsessed with physical appearances. They are romantic, charming, easygoing, sociable, indecisive, gulible and often self-indulgent.

CAREER : Area of arts - literature, music, painting
LIKES : good argument
LOVE STYLES : Librans have a natural charm that many find irresistable. They always try to play it fair
BEST FRIENDS : Aquarians, Geminis and Leos
BEST PARTNERS : Geminis, Librans and Aquarians
NOT-SO-GOOD PARTNERS : Virgos and Scorpios
ELEMENT : Air

Now are you a libran too? Do u find some common points in youself?
~*Have fun*~

* Happy Halloween !*





Looks like time zaps as fast as lightning!! In just a blink of an eye one year passed by, recalling one year back..........

Butterfly : Where are we heading?
( Kinda fed up riding in the car without any direction. )
ButtBro : See, sis!!? Ghosts everywhere!
Butterfly : Wow! this is fun but too bad we're not in our costumes! Duh~
( Kinda dissapointed but the little heart shouting : C'mon let's join in! )
Buttbro : Let's go other place. It's expensive here for we do not have our costume. ( In a low tone )

Seeing "ghosts" walking down the street of Jln Ampang makes me excited. All of them seems to be heading down to the same club ( Zouk - bet u heard of this! ). To butterfly, she didn't really find the club interesting as she went there before and had nightmares then. (NO- not dreams ) Well nightmares as in disappointment that she found during her last visit ! GOTCHA huh? Looks like it's gonna be another boring night for butterfly, huh? Nah! no way!

A little background on butterfly :
People say butterfly are as wild as cat SOMETIMES. Well does she? Guess she's the extinct butterfly species! ( Now that probably explain it ) She is just playful, she can't resist it when there is something interesting caught her eyes. Whatever interesting or new to her she would give it a damn try! WHY NOT? But don't you ever get me wrong 'cos everything that she had tried is 100% healthy. NO drugs NO cigarettes! At least that attitude keep her safe for being a femle bug!! ~~Whew~~

Finally, they made it to another club. Well not much of great events but it was good enough to fill the free time in addition there were free show that night! A bunch of "aqua" ( Well you know i know - no offend, this is strictly not discrimination! ) cat-walking on the stage and guess what?! It was the best costume contest! WooHoo~ Well surprisingly, it was not the contestant that caught my attention but I was attracted to the emcee (pretty aqua.. Slurp~) Anyway, to shorten my story, that was how i spent my Halloween last year!

Devil Butterfly : This year? I don't even remember it's Halloween! Forget it! HECK CARE!

The activities doesn't seem to change in every year ( Devil Butterfly : Don't they get sick of it? )
Here is some of the listings :

• Clubbing
• Movies?
• Hang out at friends house ( *scared their pants off )
• Dating? ( Nah.. )
• Halloween Dinner!

Duh..looks like even myself having trouble to list them out! Doesn't seem to be that interesting in Malaysia huh? I'd rather watch my favourite anime at home. I wonder how the Americans celebrate this....but anyway i appreciate what my company did for today! I can see ghosts roaming around in my office and thanks to them who remind me it is HALLOWEEN!! Also thanks for ya snacks pack and balloons. ( JUMPING UP AND DOWN - "Yay!! I love balloooons~ yay!!" )

"Father Bug, let me go..." "No, not till u listen to me!"

Poor butterfly~ It seems like she is being tied up by Father Bug! Every encounter with Father Bug, they will engaged in a no solution conversation. It's good enough if he just provide butterfly some informations and let her explore it herself, isn't it? It's rather sensitive to disclose here but butterfly has a completely different belief in life. Poor thing, she's in doubt whether it was a nightmare to meet Father Bug? Is she scared to see Father again? NO! Definitely not, friendship is important! After all Father is a really good friend. But...but....can he stop?

A little background on Father Bug:
Father gain himself the title for his strong faith in his own religion as well as his ability to pass God's msg to other people. Father is one who will never give up on something and whatever he did are all based on the set of rules that has been set by God. He is somehow strong on his own idea but too bad he is not flexible. Gospelling around is not something bad as he really share God's idea ( whom he believe with his life ) to others wholeheartedly~

BUT, too bad it doesn't apply on dear butterfly. Butterfly, by nature doesn't like to be forced into something unless she wants it herself. However, once friends, then forever friends right? It's kinda coincidence how we know each other. The story goes :

Father Bug : Hey nice to meet you, what's your name? (What a strong DANIEL WOO accent...amazed~)
Butterfly : Yeah hey nice to meet ya too.
Father bug : You see, it's easier to talk to you since we have some kind of connection as in the same Uni we're in!
Butterfly : Oh really? ( Still amazed by his DANIEL WOO accent )

Bla bla bla and that's how it began at a surprise Birthday party for Grasshopper. It was fun at first and Father Bug was funny especially with his strong DANIEL WOO accent ( Yes, u heard me right! It's Daniel Woo ) and also for his expressive eyes and body as if they do the talking too! Ha ha! Behtahan! I just can't help it!! ( pressing my stomach not to embarass him with my laughter! ) All night long we sit on the street beside a school celebrating Grasshopper birthday, laugh out loud, enjoying the wine we brought and the creamy fattening cake ( Eww~ ) and last but not least laughing at Father Bug's funny accent!

Oops it seems like we forgot bout our lovely Birthday Grasshopper, huh? Don't worry, we love you especially grandpa ! *Muaks* Yeah we had fun and bet u too right? Surprise? OF course it is!

Butterfly's Devil : DARE U SAY NO??!! I SWEAR I'LL SCREW UR BUG'S ANTENNA!!
( Well, butterfly gotta declare bankruptcy for the sake of his birthday, Sigh*)