~Back at work~

It's 9:43am, I'm sitting at my workstation, day-dreaming, waiting time to pass as fast as it could. But again it's only 9:44am.....there are hundreds of minutes I'll have to wait for me to off work today. There are times when I feel like quitting, there are times when I feel sick of sitting in front of my pc surfing net, I wouldn't wanna do admin eveer again! *Sigh* BUT the good thing I have so much free time here is that I can write my blog!!

"tik tok tik tok...." Another minute pass.
Time : 9:50am (yay!!)

As time passes, it somehow remind me of something. Something that my previous post had mentioned. Finally, I've got to listen to a battle of conversation between two different concepts of life yesterday. Listening is good but I just hate to decide. Those questions shot to me previously were so mean yet the truth is inside...and it left me speechless.

Beetle : What is your mission of life? Why do you never think for the
sake of your family? Think now!

It's true that I used to be very high spirited. But now some people back then confronted me and tell me how ego and stubborn I was and still I am! Is there no other way but I have to live like you all do?

Maybe he was right. I do not know what I want whether in a relationship or in life matters. I do not have my sense of direction. Where am I heading? I do not know! Minute by minute it flows, sooner or later it will flow like the rush of river when I'm least expected. Where will the rush bring me?

Time : 10:27 am.............

Conclusion? Time passes good only for temporary but not for long term.