~How you brighten up my day~

Ouch Ouch! The sky has started to darken since afternoon (U weren't here...) Thunder bolts, rain drops scattering on the roof top. "Tik tak tik tak.." Another moment heavy rain follows, it was as if the sky falls down. I was in a half conscious state that time, to be exact I was resting due to my dizziness and stomachache. Weak huh? ( I know..) I was awaken and slept again few times which adds credit to my tiredness.


Towards evening..the sky suddenly brighten up and white clouds making their way out of the dark clouds. What more I could see with my eyes is the white cloud turning its colour to pink, resembles the cotton candy the kids eat! Ridiculous? No.. The cloud taste so sweeeet with the company of the birds chirping happily up in the sky, swirling here and there, flying as if the sky has no limit. The grass is growing freshly on the ground, greenish and natural smell of leaves which freshen up my mind as much as Vicks does. Also not forgetting the beautiful growth of flowers and its DKNY like smell. Oo all this...just because of his existence. And yes he is back to me...along with his broad smile !!

~Hikaru No Go~

Ladies and gentlement, here I would love to introduce the manga I'm currently addicted to!!!!!!!!!! Well anyway it's just the perfect manga to kill my time sitting in office. (Shhh....hehe) However Hikaru No go anime is not as fancy, if you love it just go for manga i suggest! Hey ladies take note on the classic character there! He is so cool and cute, he got nice long black hair tied up with a ribbon down below his waist! hehee....he is cuuuuteeeee.................!!!!!!!

~Are you Ok?~

Well...well..for a moment i thought this month is the best time to quote "Are you OK?" to everyone! Why? I don't know 'bout you but it has been the worst month so far for the people around me. It's just too much, yet I couldn't do anything but to keep asking "Are you OK?" But I sure had learned something 'bout life this month...

"Ring ring....." And there goes my phone noisy tone~
"Hello?" I blinked few times, gulping down my saliva, I heard a trembling voice.....
Beyond the trembling voice, the bad news pushing its way out from the mumbling voice.
I was shocked with all kind of emotions inside my head but the worst one was helpless. My jaw dropped down, mouth wide opened with 'O' but nothing comes out from it. After a moment, I'm back to my conscious and a feeling of "Life is just unpredictable!" stucked me. At that very moment, I wanna tell everybody I love them! And yeah no reason but I just love you! I wasn't believing it yet, the fact is just unacceptable that I wished the voice lied! But yeah in the end we all still need to face it. Well I admitted that there are times where Mr Doubt pushes his way in, giving me lotsa ideas to doubt it and the devil appearing on my head, "No it's not true!".... My head goes cuckoo and I made up story....This is what happened when you are not clear bout something and you just can't accept it!
But soon I've got myself clear hearing from the primary itself. And yeah I've got the point. Thank god for unfolding my blindfold. And I see the truth. And beyond that I could see further. Life is just beautiful. The problems created are not to trouble you but to help you grow. That's life. It can be cruel in some way but if you look at it in different aspect it is just so beautiful. So don't worry 'bout life cos it is all in god's hand. Have faith.

As for you, little arguments are just small things which can be solved in no time my dear. Don't worry. Anything happened you will still have me at your sides. Don't do that to me again will you? Be sure to smile. Cos you have no idea how your smile brightens up my life. I love you. Cheeezzz!!! :)

OH yes! Be sure to be careful to the friends out there too. I just heard bout a criminal act from a friend. It's really dangerous for girls out there. I, myself was being followed twice by strangers. So be extra careful. Don't walk alone in the dark coz anything can happen. Take care everyone! I love you all!

I LOVE YOU!