~Are you Ok?~

Well...well..for a moment i thought this month is the best time to quote "Are you OK?" to everyone! Why? I don't know 'bout you but it has been the worst month so far for the people around me. It's just too much, yet I couldn't do anything but to keep asking "Are you OK?" But I sure had learned something 'bout life this month...

"Ring ring....." And there goes my phone noisy tone~
"Hello?" I blinked few times, gulping down my saliva, I heard a trembling voice.....
Beyond the trembling voice, the bad news pushing its way out from the mumbling voice.
I was shocked with all kind of emotions inside my head but the worst one was helpless. My jaw dropped down, mouth wide opened with 'O' but nothing comes out from it. After a moment, I'm back to my conscious and a feeling of "Life is just unpredictable!" stucked me. At that very moment, I wanna tell everybody I love them! And yeah no reason but I just love you! I wasn't believing it yet, the fact is just unacceptable that I wished the voice lied! But yeah in the end we all still need to face it. Well I admitted that there are times where Mr Doubt pushes his way in, giving me lotsa ideas to doubt it and the devil appearing on my head, "No it's not true!".... My head goes cuckoo and I made up story....This is what happened when you are not clear bout something and you just can't accept it!
But soon I've got myself clear hearing from the primary itself. And yeah I've got the point. Thank god for unfolding my blindfold. And I see the truth. And beyond that I could see further. Life is just beautiful. The problems created are not to trouble you but to help you grow. That's life. It can be cruel in some way but if you look at it in different aspect it is just so beautiful. So don't worry 'bout life cos it is all in god's hand. Have faith.

As for you, little arguments are just small things which can be solved in no time my dear. Don't worry. Anything happened you will still have me at your sides. Don't do that to me again will you? Be sure to smile. Cos you have no idea how your smile brightens up my life. I love you. Cheeezzz!!! :)

OH yes! Be sure to be careful to the friends out there too. I just heard bout a criminal act from a friend. It's really dangerous for girls out there. I, myself was being followed twice by strangers. So be extra careful. Don't walk alone in the dark coz anything can happen. Take care everyone! I love you all!

I LOVE YOU!