~spell for me : l.o.v.e~

dear you,

bittersweet. such a perfect word. happy moments come fast and even faster when they bid u goodbye. i am sitting here in front of my pc, having loads n tonnes of questions in my library. but surprisingly none can be extracted out, nor can they be brought out nicely in words. i hope i knew myself better. and i wanted to know u. when i open my eyes on one lonely night, i'm floating in the sea again. the merciless ocean is drifting me further from the shore. i'm helpless. i feel terrible when u're nowhere in sight. please tell me this is a dream and wake me up from my nightmare.

when i tell u that i love u, that's the moment when i can't stop loving u. here i show u my seriousness. this is my reality. is it far from your dreamland? unconsciously, u created a dreamland in my reality. where i find myself drowning deeper into the fantasy u gave me. i don't want to wake up from this dream. i figured how much i've let myself drowned...just don't wake me..

loving somebody is naturally bittersweet and heart-aching at times. the more u're into somebody, the more u would experience. beyond the suffers, there lies happiness. now it is a journey we walk together. i recalled a quote made by a friend which i find very true, happiness is a voyage, not a destination. when we're so dwelled to find our destination, we eventually missed out precious moments during the journey. well, afterall it's all depends on the patience we have and how much faith we're holding onto. i have that. do u?

don't let the past haunt us. we need a breakthrough. u were once confident. and u had convinced me. u said u want to keep it win-win. i hope u still do...

love,
me