~The Waiting~

I watched them as the poor transparent with pinky layer below it turning to blue purplish. Thanks to the cruelty of the proudly invented machine that produces cool air. I felt the numbness in me ady, penetrating my once pinky palm, the merciless turn my soft palm to pale white. Needless to mention, my face is as white as vampire, omitting the big dark eye bags I had due to the late hours sleep during the past few nights. Defnitely doesn't look so cool today. "Beep beep!" Confidence level detected at low peak.

*Vibrating* "Dissapointed la..." Looking at the time, 4.45am it shows. I jumped out of my teddy bed, headed to the chair in front of my pc. Owh..there they are. Things become complicated it seems where nobody can do anything at the moment but just wait. But often people takes things for granted as they converted waiting to dragging mode. It's understood that we need time to figure out a solution to a problem or a decision to dilemma. But if they let it stay that way when the solution is there, it is called dragging. I made this mistakes in my past. If you need one day to think about what is happening, I might just need a week for that. My worst record was half a year. "Worst" is the word I used to describe it because it was neither good or fair to others. I'm truly sorry for the 'delay'. Thanks to all the people around me, I've become stronger with your help. I hope she would too.

Someday we would learn the true meaning of waiting...waiting for someone.
Longing..Anticipation..Expectation..
Within it, there are excitement..Disappointment..Swing..Numb..
Beyond them, there may be satisfaction..Worthwhile..Gratefulness..Smiles..
Afterall, they are just part of life and its lessons are priceless.