~Stress or Burden?~

Chaotics voices, harmful wordings and offensive acts are everywhere around me. But who knows the pain in my head? Where has the peace gone? It's indeed an imperfect group of people living together under one roof. But who to blame for the imperfectness? What are the impurities that cause such disaster? Me myself? It seems like a negative force is dominating the group now, and the positive's power is draining out to the other side. What is stress anyway? Feeling of discomfort? Mentally annoyed due to other's "Bing Bang" act on purpose? Nah..I'm an ignorant animal, if you would like the word animal on me.... It seems like I'm a failure not to understand what is stress since I am facing it each and every seconds and the clock just won't stop ticking..

I'm a failure in a way that I left things unsolved which I don't think I have such gifted power to overcome it. I shouldn't be so weak. To mention all this out, I've proven that I'm weak. I've learnt to be stronger but too bad my limit is here. I can't take in more lessons at the moment. Heavy burden to be carry on my bare shoulder. But what is it? What is this invisible yet heavy burden? Chaotics noises causing distortion to my emotional switches. Once in a while I'll be at my lower peak despite the happiness of the day. Well obviously, something hook on my sensitive button in a corner of my heart. But it ain't gonna be ON long, I'm gonna need to turn it off soon during its reset time.

This is the thoughts of the end of day.....
By the way where should I sleep tonight? My lovely teddy bear bed is occupied!!!