~Contrdiction to my thoughts~
Till now..at this very moment, I thought I've accepted it but I was so wrong. It just doesn't make sense to me. How can the story turn out this way? How cruel the world is... Now that I realised no matter how hard u treat someone, it just won't change the way he or she treat you. I am indeed naive. Naive for 20 over years. Without failing, I've been giving chances for one year. Isn't it too over?
"Treat someone good, and you shall be showered with love from your chosen one."
How naive back then. I remembered a friend told me that couple should communicate more. But where are those chances if we always lack of time? Although friends come and go but they definitely sound more friendly than the one 'close' to me. Having this concept for my life and rejected just because I got such a lesson. It's such an unbelievable world. This is what I called the transformation of men to beast...
Nowadays anything can happened. Today I heard a horrible news from a friend bout a student was slashed to death by robbers at my area here. For the first time, I fear and worried bout my own safety. But what can I do? Just pray to God~

