~18 SD~

Before I start my crappy speech here, I would like to warn those who are already down or had a bad day today. Please don't proceed to the story. It's 18 sd!

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Who am I today? What is all this mix of emotions? I'm just tired..NO it's not I'm exhausted with the life of this semester. It's killing me and it's already out of my limit. How long can I stretch my arm to reach for my future? The vision is getting blur. What am I going to become in future? Is it good to left as mystery? This is the reason we call life as TOUGH. Everything comes as surprises to you and you'll might need to encounter it with a big 'O' in your mouth or even tears rolling down like nobody business. So wanna know what I am feeling now? I....do...don...don't know! Haha.. well it's not a joke. It's a moody day but yet not as I can still smile cheerfully. It's a joyful day but yet not as the blue sky has turn to grey with all the haze. It's a stressful day but yet....well yeah most probably this is it! I just wanna live today with my sleepy eyes and heavily loaded mind. It's not a good idea but this is what happening to me..at least for today. Wish to have a better tomorrow!

p.s: 18sd (super down)--> above 18 years old as this story content consists of super sad elements which may spoil your beautiful day! I certainly don't wish anyone of you to have such bad experience huh? Good day!